Forget the masks! They’re chicken feed compared to what I’m uncovering now! I don’t want to be a fighter anymore! I don’t want to be a defender of who I am, anymore! I do want to be A “softie”…I have absolutely nothing to fear and I know this NOW!
To all who may have followed me thus far, we know when I declare “I am a strong woman”, this is more than an identity I have given to myself. It is the beginning of ‘the greatest defense to a good offense!’ I am fitting my own battle of Jericho!
Because of a series of events recently in my life, and profound awakening I now recognize and acknowledge, I am ready to get down to the WHYS and WHAT happened way back when in my childhood that taught me how to put up The Great Wall….never to be devastated to that extent again!
I’ve been so tightly wound up, it is like a riddle of my own life if I’m ready to unwind myself back to ‘wherever’…and as I write these words, I am smiling and cradling myself in my own arms, knowing everything is quite okay and peaceful wherever I find myself landing.
Vulnerable…Naked…Bare…Defenseless. I am now more able to share this space with Nonchalant…Relaxing into it…resting in the lesson(s) that are offered me now to my greatest peace of all!
Suddenly, weights have lifted; so much seems ridiculously simple and easy to discard; it’s like I have just said to myself, “”WOW, how could this have been so simple, and how is it that it has taken me 80+ years to get to this place?!”
Keep it Simple! YES! Just Do it! YES! It Doesn’t Matter! YES! Inner Peace! YES! To Absolutely Know what ‘GO WITH MY FLOW’ really means! YES! Yes, Oh Yes, I Know what ‘IT IS BETWEEN ME AND ME’ means NOW! YES! And the list goes on.
It’s my way to explode with what I feel at the time – and this blog is no exception. It’s not the be-all-end-all with all my answers, NO IT IS NOT! But, it is my willingness to crack open my human shell and again, peer through myself to that other side where there may just be nothing…other than my mind’s view…my own thoughts which I have created justifying my existence. Even this doesn’t really matter in the long run. I hope I will soon learn there is no need to raise my voice again. I hope I will soon learn there are times I can easily be quiet. And, I hope I will always enjoy the privilege of using my voice to speak my truth in my own space in this time.
Blessed Be. To All Be Blessed.
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