July 2018

It’s not a Title For a Book! It’s a Blog! It’s MY LIFE!

July 31, 2018 / / "Going for It", Life and Living, My Life, MySelf

Go Figure!  My brain is always pushing something out of me!…clever, maybe…profound, maybe…useless? oops! Never useless!

Life continues to amaze me!  The older I get, the more amazing it is becoming…notice that I’m writing in the present tense…nothing about having “arrived” or “figured anything out” for certain!  I have a twinkle in my heart this morning.  Why?  Just yesterday, I followed my nose…IN THE NOW, YOU KNOW…and sat in on a live-streaming show on the internet.  I really didn’t think I’d be staying long…I wanted to watch the host.  Instead, I became mesmerized with the panel of women who were showcasing their talents and success in their individual entrepreneurial endeavors.  My brain was swimming…these young women were sophisticated as they explained what they were up to and how they had figured out their niche businesses.

I couldn’t let it go, and already I have contacted one of them….this is the thing about that spark within me.  Just when I think I have gotten comfortable, and then another ball is tossed to me and in a split second...YES A SPLIT SECOND!...NO TIME TO PUT A THOUGHT OF FEAR INTO IT, ONLY TIME TO KNOW I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE, MAYBE ALL TO GAIN JUST FOR ME...ANOTHER CHANCE TO GRAB ONTO THE BRASS RING OF SELF-FULFILLMENT!

That’s it!  I’M A BOOTSTRAP KIND OF WOMAN!  My brain keeps working overtime….and obviously ‘over time’…(these 81+ years).

These fabulous thoughts which produce my actions continue to be wonderful.  They’re not book titles, they are Life Chapters…I did the ‘book thing’… I’m  always DOING the Life Thing!

I’m receiving answers to questions I haven’t even formulated in my head yet!

I’ve pulled up my boots by their straps…They’re made for walkin’…or runnin’ …whatever gets me where I’m wanting to go at the right time, without huffin’ and puffin’…no pushin’ or shovin’.

THERE’S TIME TO DO ALL THAT MY HEART WANTS TO DO!

I’M IN ANOTHER ‘STAGE’ OF MY LIFE…DEVELOPMENTAL!

July 26, 2018 / / Faith and Trust, Life and Living, Living in the NOW, Peace and Understanding

My gosh!  One thing’s for sure….LEARNING NEVER STOPS…NEVER!  And to top off  this belabored true statement: THE WAYS WE LEARN CHANGE ALL OF THE TIME!

By forces well beyond my control, I am becoming more aware that there have been so many personal introductions to my life and the way I live it!  Said differently,  I continue to look around corners, jump into new experiences with excitement and no contemplation of outcome.  Actually, this is nothing short of  ‘just living in the NOW’, without any particular plans, and certainly no trepidation.

I’m so excited right this minute as I write this blog, I am hard-pressed where to start.  My heart is so full, and so grateful, and I’m intent on offering my experience for others to consider.

I’m 81 years old…for a first-time reader…and life continues to hold me up to a wonderful standard of wanting to continue to enjoy the privilege of living IT!  It thrills me to tell myself in no uncertain terms:   Kaye, keep your head on straight!  Be aware of all of the blessings that you are continuously being granted  because you are looking for and accepting them as they appear.  Always keep in mind that in your own small world you  are continuously opening up an infinite world of possibilities just for you, Kaye, and it is here that you will always thrive, learn, grow, become aware, and continue to follow your Forever Path…  yes, Kaye, your Forever Path of Joyous living toward your Willingness to address whatever triggers your deepest Beingness, and your ultimate countenance of Peace.

As I type this conversation to Self, I know I am in tune with Source Energy and this is my message for today, meant to be written NOW.  And, as I have said so many times in Just Sayin’  “Live”, I trust the words which come from me are meant to be said in the way I say them, and will be heard by those who are meant to hear them.

I’m almost addicted to keeping my windows and doors open  so all those who are meant to come into my life, and all the teachings I am meant to receive, will appear.

This is my absolute FAITH and TRUST in all that brought me to this place in this life, and I have no doubt I will be brought far beyond.

This is the right of passage for us all...finding the many  Pearls in our own Oyster.

Blessed Be All.  To All Be Blessed.

 

No Time For Looking Outside of Me….I Am Observing What ‘IT’ Is Doing NOW!

July 5, 2018 / / "Going for It", Life and Living, Think

So I’m just beginning to get the ‘hang of observing myself’…and in this process, today I defined “Enlightenment” as “Lightening my emotional load.”  Turns out, this is very big to me.   I’m trying to observe how I think, and this morning in the shower I said, “Kaye, how can you worry about, or dread NOTHING?!”  Yes, that’s what I came up with!

I believe everything in my reality I conjure up in my mind’s eye and ultimately create.  Actually it is not real!  It is what I have thought up as real to me!   Talk about lightening my emotional load!  I’ll be meditating on this maybe forever.

In my process of observing my thoughts (hereafter referred to as ‘IT’) from outside myself, IT is taking the time to wander into an unknown space of consideration,  to learn more.  IT is turning another corner of awareness. IT has a peace.  IT is in a state of RELIEF. 

Lately, I have been ruminating with the thoughts of A Mother’s Love…the boundaries that it encompasses.  I have come to the conclusion, for today anyway, when we extend our feelings toward adult children, we are totally powerless…it turns into the bane of ‘worry out of love’.

From the moment of the birth of my children, the golden thread “became” , and through these almost 53 years, never has that thread frayed.  Instead it has become a life rope  which I have held onto ever so tightly.   Through guided meditation, in recent days I have been Blessed to  more clearly recognize my own radiant light coming from my heart and  I am also recognizing all have this same light, irrespective of how I see the ‘container’ of that light.

Thankfully, I am more able to see with my  ‘mother’s-love eyes’, the glorious golden light  which is in all of us, no matter what. In this realization, these thoughts have become peace giving. I know we are all purposeful and we all ‘make it’ (with or without a Mother’s Love.) ❤ ❤

My heart is permanently attached to the Golden Thread.  I’m now learning to let go of the Life Rope.  We all must be allowed to live the very life we came to this Earth to live…and it is the human part of me that feels the pain.  Never to forget, I am a Spiritual Being already endowed knowing everything …IT  is  Self-Contained.

Blessed Be.  To All Be Blessed.