June 2016

So, I’m creating a new story of my life – the story of a new circle of life I am entering, the story that I feel within me before it has unfolded.  Yes, I am living it as I’m writing it!  Yes, I am a believer!  We see what we want to see – we create what’s in front of us.  My veins are pulsating with the vitality of the whole experience. It’s exciting and new…and wonderful.

I am so excited for my future.  I am beginning so many different things that are touching my very soul.  For one, I’m seriously pursuing a property I will call ‘The Ranch’.   One might say, “Oh, my, what’s a woman of your years thinking?!!!!!!!”   Yes, one might say this…but not me.  Why?  Because when I decided to create this life story, there is no room for critical commentary, self-doubt, lack of faith, scoffing, or the like. There’s only space for faith in myself and my dreams and goals.  I cannot put limitation on this energized movement of my heart and soul or I would be suffocating the very life of what dreams and goals are about!

I believe there is a wellspring inside of me and  every human being and it is bursting to bring forth everything I have ever conceived that stayed with me for any length of time…those things that permeated through my brain, to which I gave conceptual ideas and life.  Then, because I either lost interest, or motivation, or whatever else destroys dreams, the ideas faded away.   The Ranch, however, has never faded from within me…it has languished inside of me since I was five years old, and all who know me well, are familiar with ‘The ranch’!  Who knows what might have happened earlier,  had I entertained ‘possibility thinking’ that carries with it absolute faith in everything I am and all that the Universe means to me.

So, dear readers, let’s take another journey together – it’s part of my spiritual quest, and carries me onward with the total faith in me, my decision-making abilities, and my zest for living the whole experience out to a final conclusion…halted only by results of pursuing my quest…..I have exuberantly taken up the Charge Toward Victory.  2016 is my year of continued action, as I uncover just how strong I am, and how much faith I have in my Universe and myself.  I love the feeling of the thrill of the chase.   I know I can accept whatever the outcome is, knowing I will have given my all, no stone left uncovered, pursuing every act of due diligence with ease and grace.  I know that I will be at peace –  whatever the outcome.

Some things  have to be put to rest…but not without that good fight of faith.  I am in it for the long haul and I may have lost sight of this. Action is where it is at.  Sitting with unrest by hesitation or inaction,  and choosing to stay in a flight pattern of the dream, rather than working toward the reality and achievement of that dream, I might as well close it down and put it to bed right now!  Naw, that ain’t gonna’ happen with The Ranch!  I am exhilarated and full of energy toward this mission.  I owe it to myself to bring this out of my mind and give it life.

I’ll find out soon enough if the house passes muster to pursue further.  It is being inspected in a little over a week.  Excitement builds.  The ducks are waddling into a row.

Oh, the name of the place?   DreamCatcher Ranch, what else?

 

Greetings All!  I’ve been concerned that I’m spending more of my consciousness on videos that I do for my  Facebook personal page Just Sayin’   Kaye A. Peters, and also for the private group of which I’m an active member, BEROYAL.COM, in The Royal Society,  than on my ‘first born’, my baby, my blog,  Liferays.net.    This said, I have spontaneously come to this outlet today, because I am ready to share something that belongs to everyone.   I now begin.

My life continues to unfold….I am witness to it all, because  my process is an active introspective learn-as-I-go kind of thing, like an audible or visual journal, if you will.  I’ve come to a joy in my transformation process that goes like this:  What I am observing outside of me, is exactly what I’m thinking and believing on the inside of me!  Thus, if I don’t like what I’m observing, I can’t be liking what’s inside of me either!  I create my world in which I live.  I am seeing others as I think they are by my own definitions of my reality.   So, if I’m seeing ugly, negative, sourness, disharmony, chaos, discomfort, lies, cheating, fear, discontent, that is exactly the reflection of what is inside of me.  I’m not saying I, personally, see all of this..  What I am saying is I’m in touch with the fact that whatever I perceive, is exactly what I am inside!

This is not a fatalistic perception.   I know I can change it and this  provides me with two very important strengths:  I am free to do so, to obtain the peace and  harmony I am now insistent to have in my space around me, and I have the inherent, innate power within me to change myself inside and the space outside that has emanated from within me.

For those of us who find discontent in our lives at any level, where complaining has become a norm and we are out of harmony with oneself firstly, and all of those around us, secondly, we can make the freedom choice to go within and begin to excavate our very nature and make it the truth of exactly who we want to be….inside and out.  I’m talking much more than the glass half-full vs. half-empty!   I am the ideal person to make this comparison because I am one of the most optimistic people….that translates to also being a dreamer!    I’m guilty by self-admission!  Now, I can relegate to the  dreamer inside of me to take hold of the reins of my life, and think and believe within me exactly the way I want the world to be around me.  Keep in mind, by writing this and stating it as my truth, I am ascribing it to me and my life principles as well.

It escapes me why human beings shy away from the privilege of taking full responsibility for their lives.  If we blame others or circumstances  for our failures and unhappiness, we have no power at all – for we can’t change others or circumstances.  BUT, if we see that we are the ones responsible for how we do things, see things, perceive others, judge everything in front of us, we are in FULL POWER to change ALL OF IT!  Do we really take joy in kibitzing our own life and circumstances and philosophizing as a voyeur,  living our own life vicariously, when we could instead enjoy the privilege of living our lives deliciously and harmoniously in wonderment of  that which is right in front of us in all glory and perfection?

Having written this now, I know I won’t concern myself anymore with when and how I provide my messages because I have full faith and trust I will do at the appropriate time and through the appropriate medium of communication that which is to my greatest good and to the greatest good of all others present.

Rose-colored glasses?  No match for authentic.