So I’m just beginning to get the ‘hang of observing myself’…and in this process, today I defined “Enlightenment” as “Lightening my emotional load.”  Turns out, this is very big to me.   I’m trying to observe how I think, and this morning in the shower I said, “Kaye, how can you worry about, or dread NOTHING?!”  Yes, that’s what I came up with!

I believe everything in my reality I conjure up in my mind’s eye and ultimately create.  Actually it is not real!  It is what I have thought up as real to me!   Talk about lightening my emotional load!  I’ll be meditating on this maybe forever.

In my process of observing my thoughts (hereafter referred to as ‘IT’) from outside myself, IT is taking the time to wander into an unknown space of consideration,  to learn more.  IT is turning another corner of awareness. IT has a peace.  IT is in a state of RELIEF. 

Lately, I have been ruminating with the thoughts of A Mother’s Love…the boundaries that it encompasses.  I have come to the conclusion, for today anyway, when we extend our feelings toward adult children, we are totally powerless…it turns into the bane of ‘worry out of love’.

From the moment of the birth of my children, the golden thread “became” , and through these almost 53 years, never has that thread frayed.  Instead it has become a life rope  which I have held onto ever so tightly.   Through guided meditation, in recent days I have been Blessed to  more clearly recognize my own radiant light coming from my heart and  I am also recognizing all have this same light, irrespective of how I see the ‘container’ of that light.

Thankfully, I am more able to see with my  ‘mother’s-love eyes’, the glorious golden light  which is in all of us, no matter what. In this realization, these thoughts have become peace giving. I know we are all purposeful and we all ‘make it’ (with or without a Mother’s Love.) ❤ ❤

My heart is permanently attached to the Golden Thread.  I’m now learning to let go of the Life Rope.  We all must be allowed to live the very life we came to this Earth to live…and it is the human part of me that feels the pain.  Never to forget, I am a Spiritual Being already endowed knowing everything …IT  is  Self-Contained.

Blessed Be.  To All Be Blessed.