Yesserie!…The only Devil I acknowledge is my Ego! It’s never up to any good as far as I know! When I’m going backward …. back to my ‘old ways’… I know that diabolical troublemaker has a big hand in whatever is poking it’s ugly head out from under the sand where I thought I dug it in for good!
Especially now, when I’m trying to get a better handle on becoming the person I want to be…when I think I might be getting the hang of it, so to speak….Then, without warning I find myself in a pickle!
Case in point: I wrote a blog, “By Hook or By Crook… I Want Off!” I talked about the ‘show-off’ stage I had placed myself on for years…and how I had come to grips with the fact I no longer wanted to behave like this nor suffer the accompanying stress! As I wrote this blog I was so relieved to have recognized this less than desirable trait and was eager to cast it aside! YET, lo and behold, I discovered I have traded platforms! Now I’m ‘on’ when I log in to Facebook! Most every morning I have been posting an ‘attraction’ on my Timeline – as if anyone really is interested in my comings and goings! – as if anyone really cares how I turn a phrase! I can’t believe I fell back into that trap! I know I’m beating myself up over this, but authenticity is critical to me, and the last thing I want to present in my blogs is material that doesn’t reflect my sincerity of effort as I continue to fulfill my spiritual quest…. offering my personal experiences along the way. This is about my Self-worth and Self Confidence! I already feel better for having acknowledged this. (I’m reminded of yet another blog I authored, “Self Satisfaction – It’s Between Me and Me!”…Yes, I get it now, and I have the referenced ‘Grand Feeling’ once again.)
FULL GRATITUDE TO MY UNIVERSE!…. MY CREATOR!….MY INTUIT THAT I TRUST NOW MORE THAN EVER! THANK GOD FOR THIS REMINDER!
BE GONE EGO!!!…. WHOSE FINAGLING STRENGTHS INTERFERE WITH MY BEING WHOM I KNOW I WANT TO BE.
Aside: I like the way I write my blogs – they are inspired. After I’ve written and published, The Universe punctiliously offers a life experience to put me to the test of my truth! I’m so grateful for this life opportunity and I will not intentionally be anyone less than my shared experiences and feelings.
Leave A Comment