I was thinking about how I was thinking this morning…how impatient I can think…how, perhaps, this could be interpreted as intolerant of others and where they’re coming from when they comment about something in conversation.

I know I’ve used the expression, “Oh, I’ve just been killing time”, or “I don’t do well with small talk”, or “I’ve wasted a lot of time and energy” .   I think this is the first time I actually subjectively put these thoughts to my thoughts, or down on paper!

Now that I’ve brought these issues seriously to my thoughts, I have decided without question I do not want to be a killer of the very time I try so hard to use as I embrace my excavation of Self to my authenticity, and I certainly do not want to ‘quack away’ saying nothing about nothing and make myself small, and additionally, I’ve always prided myself to repurpose, regift, “waste not, want not”, rewarding my compost gladly with food scraps that I will not be able to eat.

I consider so much all the time when it comes to my responsibility for where I am at any given moment about everything.  There are few things I would not discuss or debate….  religion and politics for two.

I’m aware not everyone is at the same place in their lives as I, and I have no expectation nor impatience regarding that progress.  I fully don’t expect others to think as I do, or believe what I believe.   Life is a personal experience and as I see it, how I interact with other living beings is the extension of me, and therefore, says everything about me!

I see myself as a mover and a shaker.  This only means to me that I’m on my own “Go”.  I move myself along…I start my own engine…I create my own enthusiasm, notwithstanding, of course, I’ll use catalysts that appeal to me and literally pull out of me what’s inside of me already, if you get my meaning.

I think I’m still developing my own life philosophies!  Here, I just turned 80 in April, and to my way of thinking, I can still keep myself on track and move forward by entertaining new thinking that appeals to my ‘stage of enlightenment’ and l recognize it excites me.  It’s like receiving another piece to my life puzzle that makes my life easier, happier, more fulfilling and joyful and rewarding and I’m feeling really good.

So, fellow travelers, Love, Light and Peace.

My newly added words to myself are:  Kaye, try to do it with ease and grace.   I’m trying…I’m trying.