I’ve been trying to excavate my feelings beneath my words these days…to not only feel the feelings but bring them into the light so I can interpret them.
I discovered how absolutely wonderful it felt (while in the shower, of course) to know my intention was to get back into my morning routine for my peace of mind. Clearly, if I have peace in my mind there is clarity of thought that provides me with ideas and words that become the action of who I am and whom I am trying to become.
As I stand at the helm of my ship, and look out into the ocean of my world, it occurs to me that I am always looking for beacons (Liferays, if you will), to shine toward me to show me some direction. The life inside me stirs and awakens this naturally, I think….if I can be as peaceful and quiet in my mind to be able to ‘hear’ and ‘see’ the gifts that are being extended to me. By the same token, I, too, send forth beacons that might find places to shine for another.
I’ve openly stated that I write my blog for me first… it has served as a rewarding and enlightening personal therapy. As I intuit the material for each article, I am forced to face my words and live them the best way I know how…always learning, always growing. In so doing, I absolutely know that I am changing and growing in a good way…I know it’s good because I feel extreme freedom and peace as I journey through the whole process.
The windows and doors I’ve opened have allowed a dimension to my life that is proving to be exhilarating and fulfilling. I have begun sharing ME with an audience. I am amongst likeminded friends and I now have another way to send a different beacon from my lighthouse.
As I find my pathway opening up…I am proof that when I intend to make some change, The Universe flings open and sends to me whatever will be to my greatest good.
There’s a subtle caveat within my enlightening journey, however. As I move ahead, there are pieces that I want to bring forward with me. People whom I love and want to keep in my life….Memories that have flavored my soul and softened my hard corners as I learn to accept love and give love. I have to be careful when I consider all of this, and more than ever keep my eyes on my compass and look for the beacons that are trying to shine toward me. I proceed in the Faith that my decisions will be made with total consideration and care to the greatest good of All.
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